Down To Business

All right. Time to get down to business. The reason I made this blog: To Document What Ever Comes Along In The Life Of Mwah. I thought it was a pretty creative idea. A bit cheesy BUT OH WELL!!!! LIFE AIN'T NO BUCKET OF FLOWERS PAL!!!!!!!!!!!!! So anyway, since I'm too sick to go to school today, I can't see my mans (O.K. he's not REALLY my man but I'm planning on getting him to be *wink wink, nudge nudge*) gorgeouse features. *Sad Face* But that is no reason to get down in the dumps, time to make a game plan! Tomorrow morning FROM THE TOP PEOPLE!!

Once I enter the big yellow school bus, I'll make my way to my assigned seat and wait anxiously till we reach his stop. Then, when we reach his stop, I'll get all fluttery and then CALM!! When he gets on and walks toward his seat, convenietly located one seat diagonally across from mine, I will act nothing but natural and try not to make eye contact. Then, once he sits down I'll look over at him and smile and in return get his cute little half wave and smile and a little "Hi". I will then reply "Hello" and turn to look forward and play it cool. If only I didn't have it as bad as I do. I will then continue to look back at him and he always respond with a cute little smile and a "What?" (it's always a cute what though, and he says like "Waat?") while he smooths his bangs with his hand and sometimes leans his head against the seat infront of him all the while keeping eye contact and keepin' his cool. I on the other hand will either just keep this stupid smile on my face and not turn around or smile, roll my eyes, and turn around only to turn back two seconds later. If tomorrow is a good day we might even talk a little. When the bus enters the school parking lot and we are let off I will calmly walk from the bus to a group of friends waiting for me and he will follow. Now for the down point of this WHOLE thing, he will reach one of my friends and give her a hug. Yep. Thats right. He's dating one of my friends which is acctually my fault. I will try to ignore the hug which luckly only lasts a few seconds. Then we will all just talk and when the bell rings go in. When we reach his locker he stops, turns around and hugs her again. HOW MANY TIMES DO THEY HAVE TO HUG MAN?! THERE JUST GOING OUT NOT PART OF A HUGGING FRENZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will paitently wait behind her like I'm next in line for the big hugging booth of cuteness. Then, me and her will calmly walk away while I take one more look at his amazingness. This one mental image will now get me through 4 class periods untill lunch where I pass his table and grab another look. Then eat lunch like a propper lady and make sure to laugh alot just incase he looks my way. Once in a while I will look up and see if he's looking at me. After lunch I will go to study hall and enjoy not doing any of my work, instead just stare at him. He will sometimes look up and smile in his darling little way and I'll look away or if I'm too hypnatized I'll just smile shyly back and not look away. Those few images will get me through the rest of the day. Sadly, thats the last time I see him unless I see him while I'm walking to a class which is really a safty hazard not only for me but also everyone in the hall because if I get too destracted by his hotness I will A) Trip and fall or B) Run into someone. So, if I do pass him in the hall I usually quicken my walk and keep my head down blushing. Then I'll just go home and think non-stop about him and will be waiting not so paitenly for the next day where I start all over again.

I'm a wreck around him. Sad thing, I don't he relizes that I like him. I'm either really good at hiding I like him (because the friend who's dating him doesn't even know I like him) or he just doesn't think of me that way and shuns the thought of me likeing him out of his mind. Now, I'm gonna go shun that thought out of my mind.

Good-day people,

Violent Kitten (=^_^=)